https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/havenmate/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2011-05-26T00:16:21Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/havenmate/posts/morbid-but-how-am-i-likely-to-die-from-pancreatic-cancer2011-05-25T23:30:55Z2011-05-25T23:30:55Z<p>I can&#39;t cope with the idea of needles and pain, so Im hoping it will be as painless as possible, just&nbsp; wrap myself up and go to sleep is my idea, with my family holding my hands quetly.&nbsp; Its still not a nice thought to get my head round though, and i know the days are ticking by quickly, </p> <p>Sarah xx</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=426959&AppID=31833&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/havenmate/posts/i-m-trying-to-find-out-how-i-will-die2011-05-25T23:16:21Z2011-05-25T23:16:21Z<p>Hi all</p> <p>I&#39;m currently feel I&#39;m on&nbsp; a high, full pf energy etc, but i think that is because Im taking steroids, which is masking all the nasty symptoms i may naturally have, I booked a holiday for 3 weeks believing that half the time I&#39;d be laying in bed very tired,&nbsp; but I haven&#39;t, I&#39;ve been wide awake and full of energy.&nbsp;&nbsp; Is that the steroids ive been taking that have been doing that to me?&nbsp; If so, should I keep on taking them or are they doing me more damage than good.&nbsp; Any input would be be a help thanks.&nbsp; Sarah x</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=426958&AppID=31833&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember