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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">Han&amp;#39;s blog </title><subtitle type="html">Han&amp;#39;s blog </subtitle><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-10-11T17:58:49Z</updated><entry><title>living with a knott in my stomach - (Mum getting over cancer of larynx)</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/posts/living-with-a-knott-in-my-stomach-mum-getting-over-cancer-of-larynx" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/posts/living-with-a-knott-in-my-stomach-mum-getting-over-cancer-of-larynx</id><published>2009-10-11T16:58:49Z</published><updated>2009-10-11T16:58:49Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I thought I&amp;#39;d write a little,&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;it might just&amp;nbsp;help&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to get my mummy (and me) through this &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;it might just help.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Why do I have this knott in my stomach?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It never goes away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;worried of what might happen, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;today, tomorrow, any day...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;pretending we are ok,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We&amp;#39;re&amp;nbsp;fine &amp;amp; we&amp;#39;re getting through&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But when we have those moments alone &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the pretense gets over-thrown&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We sit and think as the knott gets bigger&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;will this feeling&amp;nbsp;last forever.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=260301&amp;AppID=22809&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="Radiotherapy for laryngeal cancer" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/archive/tags/Radiotherapy%2bfor%2blaryngeal%2bcancer" /><category term="Fine needle aspiration for laryngeal cancer" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/archive/tags/Fine%2bneedle%2baspiration%2bfor%2blaryngeal%2bcancer" /><category term="Late effects of laryngeal cancer treatment" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/archive/tags/Late%2beffects%2bof%2blaryngeal%2bcancer%2btreatment" /><category term="Laryngeal Cancer" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/han/archive/tags/Laryngeal%2bCancer" /></entry></feed>