Grief is so damn hard

Just a vent

2025-01-21T02:33:53Z

Not sure who I am angriest with: me, BT or EE. But probably me. My beautiful Valen worked from home and dealt with people in Canada, America and India so needed a really good spec broadband. He was also renowned for his love of gadgets, new...(read more)

You knew didn’t you?

2025-01-17T20:40:16Z

I had a crash day today after my first counselling session yesterday. I came away from it knowing it will be of benefit and went to our cafe to tell our 2 best friends all about it. A few tears but was ok. Ok when I got home. Ac...(read more)

My daughter s 3 yr anniversary

2025-01-16T18:08:37Z

Hi everyone just feeling very lost and very alone. It's her 3rd anniversary next week. I keep breaking down sobbing and no matter where I am I can't hold it in my partner goes quiet and doesn't know what to say I keep thinking about...(read more)

Ambushed again

2025-01-12T20:00:50Z

So today was so frosty and black ice every where. I went out and did a little skid. I reached out laughing “Dont let me fall” I crashed down. Not physically. with reality. A little while ago I posted on the forum about little ...(read more)

Week 15

2025-01-10T01:21:57Z

So today it is 15 weeks since my beautiful Valen was ripped from me. Ive started my blog today due to 2 reasons. First, my beautiful Valen loved Father Brown and a new series is starting. Secondly, we were due to fly to Singapore and Malays...(read more)