Hi I am new to this site and am not sure how it works.You all seem to be looking on the bright side of things whereas I can only see the inevitable outcome.I am 56 years old.I had an operation for bowel cancer in Jan 2006 followed by 7 months of chemo.My tests since then have been clear.I know I should feel very optimistic but I don't.I cannot live with Cancer.I think about dying every day.The same day that I was discharged…
