Gill Ghttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/gill_g/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-11-10T22:17:24ZBack at workhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/gill_g/posts/back-at-work2009-11-10T21:17:24Z2009-11-10T21:17:24Z<p>Just finished my first week back at work and it is like i have never been away. I am glad to be back and it does take my mind off things. I know i want to get back on with my life after operation and diagnosis but it is still at the top of my mind all the time and i find it hard that people at work dont want to talk about it and i find i just keep smiling for them and keep things to myself. I suppose they dont want to think about it but i find i need to talk about it but all the time but with family and friends i end up protecting them and keeping quite and pretending that everything is ok. I know my diagnosis is not as advanced as some other people on this site and that they have told me i just need regular CT's and follow up so feel a bit silly being on the site. I hope i am making sense and not just rambling.</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=270578&AppID=30135&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember