SIX MONTHS OF CHEMOTHERAPY-THE MEANING OF LIFE STAYED THE SAME

2011-07-04T17:27:05Z

I have now completed six sessions of chemotherapy and swallowed a lot of drugs. There were no promises or predictions, so I am pleased to find that that the tumours have reduced in size, not quite a miracle but some improvement at least. Unfortunateley in the last few weeks since giving up the steroid tablets I have been very ill. I was quite shocked to be refused any assistance from my Cancer Unit and had to endure six hours in a casualty department, before being admitted to that same hospital.

There seems to be a shortage of advice or information for Cancer treatment. I was quite amazed at the effect the drugs have on smell and taste, there are hardly any drinks cold or hot that I can now tolerate. The only food left now is soup or meat, mainly spicy. Managing weight and bodily function whilst consuming so many contradictory drugs is a full time worry. I am hoping in the next few weeks to improve my physical strength in order to walk and perhaps to do a few jobs in the garden.

I am still preparing for the end, never sure how soon that might be, for the present though, things seem a little better, at least I can once again stay awake long enough to use the computer, most of my thinking and alertness has now returned.

As for "the meaning of Life", well that does seem to be reproduction, however the best way to spend that time is never to become over-involved in issues, politics or religion. Personally I found it more satisfying to take an interest in the surrounding environment than to live a selfish self-contained existence. Other people do matter and our attitudes can ensure the security of humanity.

We will always see governments take foolish action, I wonder if they do this just to intimidate the population sometimes (Greece is a good example of this). Two other perfect examples today are the Libya war (or Gaddafi hunt) and the huge increase in retirement age to 68 years, both of these will return to haunt any future administration and the British record for the protection of human rights. Caring and speaking out about these matters is to me a very important part of the meaning of life in our modern society.

reflections on life - prognosis

2011-03-30T11:57:17Z

Having been given no actual prognosis, I find planning any future activities particularly difficult. I understand of course that we will all react differently and individually to any drug treatment, but is it to much to ask for some general guidline about life expectancy ? The treatments must be quite similar for Cancer types, mine is Lung Adenocarcinoma stage 1V and secondarary Spinal, both of course incurable. My treatment is for quality of life using Cisplatin and Permatrex. I will be on my 4th of 6 chemo sessions next week, so that at least is going well, I just wish I had some idea of the outlook for my future. Any suggestions - please comment - Gazellefour.

reflections on life

2011-02-22T13:15:12Z

My blog is called reflections on life and is aimed at encouraging people to use the internet and discuss the issues surrounding cancer and society. Discussion based on an holistic world view and patient perspective.

http://gazelle4-commentsonsociety.blogspot.com/

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SIX MONTHS OF CHEMOTHERAPY-THE MEANING OF LIFE STAYED THE SAME

reflections on life - prognosis

reflections on life