First Christmas & New Year without himhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/first_christmas__new_year_without_him/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2011-01-03T13:57:02ZMy first Christmas & New Year without himhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/first_christmas__new_year_without_him/posts/my-first-christmas-amp-new-year-without-him2011-01-03T12:57:02Z2011-01-03T12:57:02Z<p>Well it's over at last, thank goodness. This is the worst Christmas and New Year I've ever had. It's 8 weeks since my wonderful husband died and I'm absolutely lost without him. Friends and family have been great, but they can't replace the love of my life. A neighbour asked me how Christmas had gone and I said 'awful'. She said it would be the same every year as Frank had died so near Christmas. That's something to look forward to! </p>
<p>Back to working full days tomorrow, after only working half days for the past 5 weeks. I'll be pleased to get back to 'normal'. My boss has been great and is still letting me have time off to go to the Hospice at Home support group, on Tuesday mornings. But will I ever be truly happy again! Is there a life after the death of a partner!</p>
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