feeling very alone

2010-11-28T20:52:34Z

I've never written a blog or anything like this but i think i it will help me. Over the past seven months three of my family members have all been dianosed with tumours. In may dad was diagnosed with bowel cancer six weeks later, My mum was diagnosed with lung cancer second time but had surgery and is in remission. She had already beaten breast cancer and we thought she had beaten lung cancer. Mum's life has completely changed she is unable to go out without myself or my sister. Dad can't help out as he is in the middle of radiotherapy and chemotherapy and is exhausted. So its been stressful on top of this i'm a staff nurse working in an oncology unit!!! I got so stressed running all over the place helping mum and dad i've negelected me..

And then on thursday morning we found out that a lump my partner discovered on his testicile is a tumour and the specialist thinks its nasty..

I can't discribe how i feel its unreal and now i'm so angry.....