https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/elysia/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-11-14T00:54:19Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/elysia/posts/i-dont-know2010-11-13T23:54:19Z2010-11-13T23:54:19Z<p>Hey, i&#39;ve only just joined mamillan online,<br />i&#39;m having a bad day today, my mum had cancer last year, and even though its gone, shes due a new operation, re construction. and well, i&#39;m scared. I just want everything to have never happened, and i&#39;m scared for myself aswell, cause theres like a 75% chance i&#39;ll get cancer,<br />and i really dont wonna face that, i&#39;ve never been so scared, i want to live my life, and i want my mum to be here to see me acomplish all my goals in life, i just feel like a dissapointment+let down:{</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=384175&AppID=31285&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember