Deb Sheppard's blog Deb Sheppard's blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/deb_sheppard/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-12-31T21:06:00Z2010???https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/deb_sheppard/posts/3030772009-12-31T20:34:58Z2009-12-31T20:34:58Z<p>Oh dear</p>
<p>I have just seen my first blog and its looks so depressing, sorry!!!</p>
<p>Normally can control myself better than that. So lets start again...</p>
<p>Lets hope 2010 brings hope, comfort and peace to all of the Macmillan community.</p>
<p>Beware the black dog of depression, as my Lab would say...if she could. </p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=303077&AppID=24957&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember2010 -???https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/deb_sheppard/posts/3030702009-12-31T20:06:00Z2009-12-31T20:06:00Z<p>Well, here goes my first blog thingy.</p>
<p>Its very nearly 2010 and I am sitting at home with my 2 dogs wondering what the next year will bring.</p>
<p>Somethings I already know , like my husband has adneocarcimona of the lymph glands in his chest, inoperable... and maybe else where- we will know after the PET scan on Monday.</p>
<p>Allan was treated for throat cancer in 2007 and now cancer has returned. The news from the consultant is not very encouraging at all. 12 months without chemo and a bit longer if he has it.</p>
<p>I just want to feel better able to cope ..to help him, but I am struggling. I cant believe we have fought this once before only to be slapped in the face again.</p>
<p>I am becoming morbid and depressed and thats no good, what should I do?</p>
<p>Who can help me so I can look after him?</p>
<p>We have plently of friends and family who are supportive but I am slipping down a hole</p>
<p> </p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=303070&AppID=24957&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember