https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2026-02-15T20:23:51Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/gp-annoyance2026-02-20T20:33:07Z2026-02-20T20:33:07ZToday I had a visit with my cancer pharmacist, it was supposed to be a routine appointment then quick sign off to pick up me meds on Tuesday. Well that didn&#39;t happen, when I was first prescribed Apalutamide I was advised it could cause high blood...(<a href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/gp-annoyance">read more</a>)<img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=723041&AppID=42902&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Hoghttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/a8aabccbba4346b68a80282a9482422dhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/the-day-after2026-02-18T17:32:15Z2026-02-18T17:32:15ZSo today is all about tiredness. How can you go from working 7 days a week, 10 hours a day, still having a life to then a couple of hours with the grandkids on the beach and in the park knocking you out for 24 hours.&nbsp; I&#39;m not exactly fit, ha...(<a href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/the-day-after">read more</a>)<img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=723037&AppID=42902&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Hoghttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/a8aabccbba4346b68a80282a9482422dhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/good-day2026-02-17T16:06:20Z2026-02-17T16:06:20ZSo no post yesterday, I had an appointment with the oncologist on Monday, my PSA is up 0.3 so now only 1.6 after 5 months of hormone treatment. The annoying thing about this is that the appointment was to gauge how the new meds the pharmacist gave me...(<a href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/good-day">read more</a>)<img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=723033&AppID=42902&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Hoghttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/a8aabccbba4346b68a80282a9482422dhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/first-post2026-02-15T20:23:51Z2026-02-15T20:23:51ZI&#39;m now 8 months after diagnosis and all I can think about is how long. How long before I die, how long have I got with my granddaughters, how long have I got my family.&nbsp; People tell me that prostate cancer is the best to get as it&#39;s the...(<a href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/coming-to-terms-with-my-death/posts/first-post">read more</a>)<img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=723030&AppID=42902&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Hoghttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/a8aabccbba4346b68a80282a9482422d