So sad

2011-02-27T22:04:57Z

after a short illness- my poor old brother passed on... he was brave to the end, he gave my daughter his last smile, a gift that will be treasured...so hard ...he was only 36...but he made the most of his wife, family and friends right to the end.

My thoughts are now with you people out there with GBM IV- enjoy every second, every single second, do what you can, while you can, laugh, smile, say "sod it" and do what you want to do, have NO REGRETS, live , love and be loved x

My Brother

2010-11-09T21:21:09Z

Oh bless him- he has always been the one we humour, the one we pamper , the one we like to make smile. He has had some of the of worst news you could get. GBM grade 4- can't operate- have some chemo- they said- we'll keep you well as long as possible- they said- how long is that? No answer...So he accepts it- he smiles- he can't talk now- the tumour has taken that away. But in there somewhere is my brother, and I love him.

He may live 120 miles away- but we can sort that- with the help of an understanding husband, and an understanding employer . He's only 36- but he accepts it all- not sure I can though. I am angry, I cannot forgive, I cannot accept, I cannot see the positive.

But I could win an Oscar when trying to hold up my parents, and my sister, I can be benevolent to the outside world anyway.

Where on the internet does it tell you how to cope with all this?

I've read the blogs- and I admire you all- but I cannot accept this- he's my little brother and I cannot fix this for him.

Collettey

So sad

My Brother