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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">classyriojax2&amp;#39;s blog </title><subtitle type="html">classyriojax2&amp;#39;s blog </subtitle><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-04-16T22:47:06Z</updated><entry><title>Cancer</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/cancer" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/cancer</id><published>2010-08-14T00:45:12Z</published><updated>2010-08-14T00:45:12Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;When cancer comes along,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun:yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;it creeps and makes no sound,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;it worms&amp;rsquo; its way inside, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun:yes;"&gt;i&lt;/span&gt;ts&amp;rsquo; limits, know, no bounds&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;Young or old, makes no difference, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;You see,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;it really doesn&amp;rsquo;t care, if it&amp;rsquo;s you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="line-height:115%;font-size:12pt;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;Or, if it&amp;rsquo;s me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;I wish with all my heart,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;I could take away her pain&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;And gently rock her in my arms,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;and make her well again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:small;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;Classy xxx&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=359538&amp;AppID=15949&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author></entry><entry><title>Lifejackets</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/lifejackets" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/lifejackets</id><published>2010-03-17T23:46:42Z</published><updated>2010-03-17T23:46:42Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Some days I feel I&amp;#39;m drowning&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;sinking way down low.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Some days I feel like giving up&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and think I&amp;#39;d like to go.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But, looking up above me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I see a gleaming light.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I swim and kick and struggle&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and push with all my might.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As I break upon the surface&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I gasp and gulp for air.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I look all around me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and can&amp;#39;t believe what&amp;#39;s there.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Floating on the ocean&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;as far as I can see&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;lots of coloured lifejackets&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;waiting just for me.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As soon as I get near one&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;they wrap themselves around&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and pull my weary body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to some safer ground.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;Where do they come from?&amp;quot; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I think I hear you say.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well, they come from the people&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I talk to every day.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;People who understand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;this journey we are on.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Whether it is short&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;whether it is&amp;nbsp;long.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So, thank you my friends&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;that&amp;#39;s all I&amp;#39;d like to say.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And, I hope I&amp;#39;ll be a lifejacket for you someday!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Indie you are my inspiration!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Classy xxx&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=324807&amp;AppID=15949&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author></entry><entry><title>Angel</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/angel" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/angel</id><published>2009-10-09T14:17:34Z</published><updated>2009-10-09T14:17:34Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:16pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Calibri;"&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m sending you an angel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;I hope you&amp;rsquo;ll keep her near&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;She&amp;rsquo;ll help you through your sadness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;She&amp;rsquo;ll help you through your fear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;She&amp;rsquo;ll bring a little light&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;To your darkest day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;She&amp;rsquo;ll guide you through the maze&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;and help you find your way&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;And sometime in the future&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;When you&amp;rsquo;re feeling strong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;I hope you&amp;rsquo;ll take my angel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;And gladly pass her on.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:115%;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB;" lang="EN-GB"&gt;Classy xx&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align="center" style="margin:0cm 0cm 10pt;text-align:center;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=259532&amp;AppID=15949&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author></entry><entry><title>never blogged before</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/never-blogged-before" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/classyriojax2/posts/never-blogged-before</id><published>2009-04-16T21:47:06Z</published><updated>2009-04-16T21:47:06Z</updated><content type="html">The shock of diagnosis
Was etched upon her face
Her eyes and mouth wide open
Slow motion, now the pace
“I’m sorry,” said the doctor
The words ringing in her ears
Her nightmares had come true
Her deepest darkest fears.

As she slowly left his office
With a cloud above her head
She struggled to remember
Everything he’d said
She really can’t remember
How she made it home that day
But somehow she got there
somehow she found her way

Her heart was thumping loudly
As she made the calls with dread
She tried to tell her family
What the doctor said
Although she couldn’t see them
She knew just how they felt
Winded by the blow
They had all been dealt

That night she went to see her
And tucked her into bed
She hugged her daughter tightly
And kissed her on the head
She softly said, “I love you”
And quietly shut the door
The tears welled in her eyes
She couldn’t hold back anymore

“They’ll make me better, Mummy”
Was ringing in her ears
her nightmares had come true
her deepest darkest fears

woke at 7am this morning and had to write this down before I forgot!

Classy xx
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