https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/claire/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-11-14T23:27:15Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/claire/posts/my-op2009-12-04T00:47:23Z2009-12-04T00:47:23Z<p>had my operation on monday to remove the cancer from my vagina. doctors say it went well and now i am back home.. thing is, i made the mistake of looking in the mirror of down below.. and now i think im going to e a freak and look deformed all my life and i still dont know until the 23rd if they have all the cancer or not.. what if i have gone threw all of this for nothing and have to hae more surgery..??? its from the top of my clittorus all the way around to my anus and now im going to be a freak all my life.. already had people take the mickey out of me ad call me names because i have has surgery on my vagina.. been signed off work for 4 weeks now and i dont get paid either.. mac millan got me a grant of 300 but my rent is 120 a week.. alone on isle of man with no family so i dont know what i am going to do.. and its xmas soon... am having a really low low time and i dont know how much more if this i can take right now...</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=278439&AppID=30159&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/claire/posts/nervous2009-11-16T18:17:51Z2009-11-16T18:17:51Z<p>hi everyone</p> <p>have to have my CT scan this friday, am nervous about it xx</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=272636&AppID=30159&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/claire/posts/hello2009-11-14T22:27:15Z2009-11-14T22:27:15Z<p>hello, i am new to this and have just been diagnosed with a really rare form of cancer, was wondering if there anyone from the isle of man? xx</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=272094&AppID=30159&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember