cheryl1962&#39;s blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/cheryl1962/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-01-30T17:59:04Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/cheryl1962/posts/am-i-a-wimp2009-08-26T17:15:49Z2009-08-26T17:15:49Z10 yr marriage break up, Hysterectomy,Breast cancer with full mastectomy and reconstruction. relationship breakup,7 months of chemo ,single parent 2 children, Back to work they stopped paying me, Shingles,joint pains,osteoperosis,MRSA, bowel problems, colonoscopy,nipple reconstruction,MRSA again. Im at the end of my tether crying all the time. Bad dreams that i cant remember, broken sleep, legs moving all the time im sat quiet. Crying, Dont want to speak to any of my friends. What is wrong am i a fraud or just a wimp.<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=224081&AppID=19158&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/cheryl1962/posts/eye-sight2009-03-11T19:00:40Z2009-03-11T19:00:40ZHi everyone.....Im just going to ask if anyone has had problems with there eye sight since having Chemo. I never give it a thought til recently that since my treatment has ended my eyesight is really bad. I would love to hear if anyone else has the same problem???Love Cherylxxx<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=224075&AppID=19158&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/cheryl1962/posts/pain-in-my-armpit2009-02-08T17:17:43Z2009-02-08T17:17:43ZJust over three weeks ago i had a small op on my reconstructed breast by lyposuction because it was bigger than the other. The op went really well and i didnt have any pain at all. Today though i,ve got this dull ache in my armpit. I also have breast lymphodema. Has anyone got any advice? Should i go back to the breast clinic if it carries on? Love Cherylxxx<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=224069&AppID=19158&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/cheryl1962/posts/why-do-i-feel-like-this-now2009-01-30T16:59:04Z2009-01-30T16:59:04ZI finished all my treatment for Breast Cancer April 2008. I have been suffering since with joint pain. My consultant says its because i didnt have any restbite after my treatment. I had to go back to work because i am a single mum and work had stopped paying me. My joints are a viral RA. My nurse adviced me to go part time but i cant even do that. Then she adviced me to try and claim DLA .....The amount of forms etc that i have had to fill in is ridiculous and now they say they want to come and see me. I am not coping at all at the moment thinking all sorts. That i dont want to leave my children if the worse happens. If the cancer comes back????And now with this i feel like the DLA is calling me a liar and a fraud. I am on lot of tablets. And i have got real bad Anxiety....I dont want to do anything at all. Has anyone else got any similer stories. I feel isolated. Cherylxx<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=224054&AppID=19158&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember