chai's blog

A Big Thank You!!

2009-05-14T22:31:30Z

To everyone who left a message on my 'Dubious' blog weeks ago! Don't know what to say now! I left a reply tonight but I'll post this as well. Lots of love & hugs

Scrapheap

2009-03-24T10:48:14Z

Does anyone feel the way I do? I recently made enquiries to go back to work after having cancer. I'd put it off as long as I could. I came back in floods of tears. I feel I have been written off. Cast aside, reject, faulty, out of order. I may as well have the plague. Avoid me at all cost. I knew it was going to be difficult but, after facing up to 'life after cancer' I feel like I have been hit with the iron hand in the velvet glove. I've been full of optimism since recovering, I' ve been given another chance. I never felt bitter that I got it, but at this very moment I wonder why I was ever born? More to the point where do I go from here? I feel completely dependant upon everyone. I'm in my 30's! I can talk, see & hear & have the use of both my arms & legs. Will no-one employ me because of my condition? I've never had such a giant obstacle in my path. How do I deal with this? Any thoughts?

Dubious????

2009-03-11T15:52:43Z

With regard to info on imposters. I must admit to being new to the chat room scene. I'm almost afraid to use it. I constantly dip into it whilst perusing the site, to see who's chatting. I quite often feel that I'm interupting peoples conversations with my fingertips! I don't know enough people yet to make any judgements about it, but I do feel it is an important communication tool. It would be a shame for people to stop using it. I find this website utterly irresistable, I cannot stop myself from indulging in it on a daily basis. I only joined last week but I'm totally hooked! I've been really moved by every1's stories. It's very intimate. Lots of love & respect to every1.

?Sunbathing? - HNPCC

2009-03-08T18:03:41Z

I 've been reading up on my faulty gene ie HNPCC/Lynch Syndrome It predisposes me to cancer in a few different body areas, I've already had it in my bowel but, I have read that it also can increase the risk to my skin. I'm rather partial to a bikini and have even been known to go 'au natrel' in hotter climates. Does any1 know if I should give this pastime up for my health??