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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">bugsy&amp;#39;s blog </title><subtitle type="html">bugsy&amp;#39;s blog </subtitle><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-09-02T12:42:00Z</updated><entry><title>its me again</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/its-me-again" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/its-me-again</id><published>2009-10-12T21:06:30Z</published><updated>2009-10-12T21:06:30Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;well folks its being nearly 5 weeks at work now , dosnt time fly when your enjoying yourself , like it does not ... no chemo this week i can have a rest .yipeeeee lol ... next week go for a check up and week after i have to have a ct scan my belly has gone hard doc`s wont say what they are thinking it is so i will keep my fingers crossed you all take care out there xxx&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=260903&amp;AppID=25129&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /><category term="CT Scan" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/CT%2bScan" /></entry><entry><title>the rat race</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/the-rat-race" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/the-rat-race</id><published>2009-09-23T03:29:23Z</published><updated>2009-09-23T03:29:23Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;well its being two weeks back at work , some people know what to say and some are&amp;nbsp; justed shocked , i keep telling them its just a litttle problem i have , i will get over it and they cant believe my attitude or resilience.. well thats life, chemo not very good keeping me up all night when i have had it done , only two more course`s left then the old box&amp;nbsp; browing trick again that only hurts when they put the tripod up lol catch you all later &amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=253448&amp;AppID=25129&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /></entry><entry><title>something i didnt ask for</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/something-i-didnt-ask-for" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/something-i-didnt-ask-for</id><published>2009-09-08T15:51:53Z</published><updated>2009-09-08T15:51:53Z</updated><content type="html">this is something we didnt ask for so why are we treat like animals....just being back today for my chemo again the nurse who does it .... well what can i say .. SHE BRILL FANTASTIC GREAT and a comfort to suffers ,,its those car park attendants who want it and there bosse`s ... good news is they are letting me back to work after 3 months of being off,, there is light at the end of the tunnel . even tho it may be 10  years away with help and good friends i will get there .. see you all again soon 

love bugsy &lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=229789&amp;AppID=25129&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="Kidney cancer" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/Kidney%2bcancer" /><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /></entry><entry><title>why is it</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/why-is-it" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/posts/why-is-it</id><published>2009-09-02T11:42:00Z</published><updated>2009-09-02T11:42:00Z</updated><content type="html">why is it

 i am asking why is it , i feel let down by the local bennifit office all they seem to want is to take away that little bit of help you require , its not like we asked to have CANCER .... dont steal the goverment dont like compertition.. well thats my moan out of the way

.....can anyone tell me how i am suppose to feel. i have had my kidney removed and some more things, justed had my second dose of chemo ,, it feels like i am on fire or should i say jon thomas is lol...how many more blood samples do they require i have more pricks than a second hand dartboard ... 


roll on the day they say i can go back to work 

good lick to you all from stuart&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=229780&amp;AppID=25129&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="Kidney cancer" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/Kidney%2bcancer" /><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/bugsy/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /></entry></feed>