https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/be_strong1/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-12-30T18:39:43Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/be_strong1/posts/the-new-year2010-12-30T17:39:43Z2010-12-30T17:39:43Z<p>Hi This is my first day on this comm page, it is brilliant a bit about me, end of september this year I had a seizure, 1st of October they removed a brain tumour, have my results on this coming tuesday as they have been delayed, have felt left in limbo although they have confirmed its a level 2 glioma. I should be happy but being the xmas period and everything i am an emotional wreck, find it hard to not look at my wife and &nbsp;kids without getting upset. So difficult to protect them from seeing my emotions, dont want to worry them. I know on tuesday that I could be getting the green light to return to normality however I wonder if anyone else has had a similar experience as I am terrified of going back to work, I cant see further than any couple of days I think i must be depressed. I have looked at some of the posts and it has made me feel ashamed as I know some of you are worst than me but it is such a difficult time that any people whom have suffered post op depressions and return to work worries please get in touch.I know I should be pleased to be getting back , it could be the kepra but I am worrying about everything.</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=392665&AppID=31369&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember