feeling a fraud

  • where do i go from here

    omg, time has passed and it doesnt rain, but it pours., not only was i diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, where the medication fu me up, My chrohns diseased flared up badl, and then I got heart failure ie atrial fibluation, fluttery heart, and fluid filled lungs.  I am very slowly improving, but feeling very depressed, husband cant understand why im not gwetting better, and want to sleep all the time, and not eat.

    stay tuned…

  • two and a bit months later still going on musnt grumbe.

    so I havnt filled in the details of the surgery yet, I may or may not do a catch up ( memory is fading, bit like you forget the worst of giving birth - for me anyway.) 

    I am cancer free, it has been cut out and gone, according to surgeon.

    today, I still have a dressing on my boob, the scar has not completely gone, there is a huge black scab? that needs to fall off, if it was a normal scab on my knee for instance i would…

  • feeling upbeat

    I have to say, right from the beginning I have been feeling very upbeat. I do have people who i do not know well giving me encouraging messages, and the low diagnosis has probably helped, coupled with the attitude of the surgeon, ( oh yes we can deal with this, what sort of replacement do you want)  I have considered naming my new  boob, and may do a poll.   Sandra dee/ Sandy, Barbie, and Dolly have come to mind. haha. I…

  • from start to now.

     Hello, so many people have posted and blogged about their cancer on here. Many have huge problems,  that seem far more serious than mine. Its a little depressing, and I feel a bit of a fraud to be honest.

    I wasn't going to bother, but then I considered that there may be  people out there in the same boat as me, looking for something a little less daunting, so here is my  (rough ) diary and journey, if it helps or encourages…