Dear Husband, I will be there for you, every step of the way, right by your side.

  • Our final journey has begun.

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    The cancer has overwhelmed us.

    Weeks maybe months if we are fortunate.

    No treatment.

    We are utterly devastated.

    My heart is already breaking and we have yet to tell the family. I want him to live forever.

  • My darling hubby has passed away.

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    My heart aches like nothing else before,

    but as I promised,

    I was there for him, every step of the way, right by his side. Right to his very last breath.

  • At the Hospice

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    We have arrived now at the Hospice. Despite my very best efforts Hubby declined over the weekend and after one of the most stressful 48 hours of my life we are finally here. Saturday morning seems years ago now, in these final anxious days each hour seems like one day . We were very fortunate to have a space here and for anyone who is undecided about the Hospice experience I would like to reassure them . My horror and…
  • I can't even think of a title to sum all this up

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    We are still here at the Hospice. We've been here now for 12 days. The first few days preparing for him to die. Now we are waiting waiting waiting to see what his body decides to do. I think I have already died inside because I can no longer feel anything. I can't connect with anything or anyone. I' don't even feel exhausted anymore. Cancer is so cruel. His body is still so strong with no signs of it giving in just…
  • Utterly numb

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    The news isn't good at all. It seems that there is a tumour on hubby's brain now, confirmed by the mri scan from last week.

    I have no feelings to express, no words, no nothing - just tears and more tears. I'm utterly numb and the very person whom I would turn to for comfort and love is still reeling from the news too. My gentle giant, my good and wonderful husband. The love of my life.

    We are good people…