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I am totally with you on this, and I have recently replied a post exactly the same as yours !!
Please go to "Latest Activity" and see the post under "Amandajd" It will outline the problems you are experiencing and hopefully put your mind at rest. If not come back to me and I will see if I can help.
I do know how you feel, I also had a long period of back pains, my GP sent me to a back specialist, who could not find anything wrong, I was even sent to a pain clinic and underwent a quaterzone injection into my spine under Local, Boy that was bad.
However when I was later diagnosed with Prostate some 2 years later, my consultant was not impressed that no one had even considered prostate problems when they could not find a cause for my back pain. If it had been discovered earlier It would not have been so bad as it was.
So I'm not saying don't worry about your dads back pain it may just be as mine was, an indication of prostate problems. It does not mean that the disease has spread to the bones or any other area.
I do realise that you will worry and these problems are life changing. But you must be the support of both your dad and your husband. Of course your dad can take the kids out, He is not a cripple he will be able to manage everything. The treatment is not incapacitating or anything like that, and the last thing your dad will want is to be molly cuddled. Talk with him search the web for descriptions of treatments, get answers yourself, and ask questions to the consultants. They are not Gods or mindreaders. They will help, as well as the specialist nurses, they are very dedicated people and most helpful.
So to put it into prospective again, you are still daddies little princess, nothing will change that, you have to fess up to the fact that you must help him and you must be strong for the kids. Remember my driving phrase " Life is not a rehearsal, So get it right the first time"
Be Good all the best David.
My Dad was diagnosed on the 25th March aged 57.
Thankfully has had a MRI and they have confirmed that the cancer is contained. He is yet to commence any treatment and is waiting for a volume scan to confirm if Brachytherapy is a option, we strongly think it wont be without a course of hormone treatment. If they wish him to commence hormone he is thinking of commencing radio. Everything is all up in the air at the moment and it is all ifs buts and maybe.
I, as you have said my Dad is my world and I cant bare to see him scared, he is my Daddy and he shouldn't be scared. I have held it together in front of him apart from when they told me the news. I will remain to be strong and will be with him every step of the way, behind closed doors it is a different story.
I have two boys who dote on there Daddad too. I will when we know what treatment my Dad is having tell them that he is unwell but at the moment they don't need to know and we will continue everyday as we have always done.
I do wish though that my Dad would open up and talk. Keeping it all bottled up inside must be driving him bonkers and I am concerned of his mental state should he not speak to someone.
If you wish to private message me Kels your more than welcome too.
Take Care x
Sorry to hear about your Dad's diagnosis, Kells. Try not to assume the worst, though - back pain is very common, especially as people get older, so it doesn't necessarily mean that the cancer has spread.
Macmillan's info on prostate cancer might be helpful, if you haven't already seen it http://www.macmillan.org.uk/Cancerinformation/Cancertypes/Prostate/Prostatecancer.aspx
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Hi Kells, I am the wife of a 58 year old who was diagnosed in November last year. It is very scary and frightening, and Jim would not talk about anything to anyone, and still is very quiet about it.
He had a radical prostectamy on the 18th February. They were convinced they would find he needed radiotherapy after surgery as the scans and PSA test indicated aggressive. significant cancer and it was, however the cancer was all contained within the prostate. His PSA last week is down to 0.01. so radiotherapy has been put on hold.
He has waterwork problems which could be longterm. He also had back pain, however his job is quite physical, and as he says he is getting older, however it could be the prostate as he has now said the back pain has eased. The recovery has been difficult for Jim and he has been re-admitted three times due to the uncontrollable pain he was suffering from, however that was all to do with the raw nerve endings and his bladder, so the right medication is now making things easier.
We or rather I, got worried about every little ache and pain. We have a wonderful set of Doctors from our local GP, the consultant, the Incontinence nurses and the MacMillan nurse who explained everything really clearly. And though Jim would not talk, he was always listening.
Just one other thing, you dont always have to be strong, it doesnt hurt to admit you are scared. We have three boys also and we told them as much as they wanted to know, though they are older it was still their Dad.
Good luck with everything.
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