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  • Feeling a bit calmer now.....

    Mel's Melanoma Blog
    Well it has been 6 months since our world was turned upside down, shaken around and stuffed back in.... So far Tony is still NED, but I do find I worry about the slightest thing. If he acts slightly different I panic that he is getting a brain met, if he has a slight mark or papule on his skin I worry it is a patch of melanoma, if he sweats during the night I think "It's back" if he has a bit of a cough, lung cancer, recently he had a gastric bug and I then thought 'Bowels"...
  • There's a WHOLE (lot of cash) in my bucket!

    Your events
    Last Thursday, the Community team joined a Macmillan-wide attempt to raise as much money as possible on the streets of London. We had special permission from the Met police, buckets and tins aplenty and of course, our green T-shirts. I’m usually quite desk-bound, so I was extremely excited to get a couple of hours out in the sun, raising some money and hopefully getting to hear a few people’s stories. Here’s roughly how pleased I was: Some teams picked tins, but I was...
  • Frightened to talk

    Terminal Cancer, Through a daughter's eyes
    Mum has been quite hard to deal with lately. Dont get me wrong I know she has an awful lot to deal with and I dont envy anyone who knows their own life is limited but My sister and I seem to be getting alternate days of nastyness from our Mum. Im at a point that I dont know what to say when I see her incase I start Mum off on one. yesterday I really struggled to go and see her. I know it sounds selfish but I dont want to remember my mum like that in our last months together I want to remember the...
  • The first oncologist appointment

    Terminal Cancer, Through a daughter's eyes
    10th June 2013 Today brings the appointment we have all been dreading. for someone sho refuses to discuss the fact she has cancer today I fear will be to much for mum. I know my sister and I are both scared of what they'll say so cant imagine how mum must be feeling. We arrive at the hospital, walk through a long corridor to the cancer centre. We headed through the double doors to fing a large room with four sections listed A to D and a reception desk. to our right was a blood testing room...
  • The consultant appointment

    Terminal Cancer, Through a daughter's eyes
    The day has come to discuss everything and what will happen next. My sister ,Mum and I head up to the hospital to see mr Greyerz (mums hospital doctor) We get there and luckily only have to wait 5 minutes before we are called in. The three of us sit there and listen to the doctor explain that the main tumour is pressing on two arteries that go to the right ventricle of the heart . th is is what caused mums admittance to hospital not a c.o.p,d flare up. The reason mums face was so red and swollen...