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My husband has deep tougne based cancer and he's angry. This is a space for me to record our journey through radiotherapy and Chemo - a space to get some emotions out as my husband cant cope with others emotions.
Today was the first time in 2 weeks that we were at the hospital for less than 2 hours - bonus!
Tomorrow will not be so lucky as the dreaded peg goes in and he's in over night. I loath the idea of leaving him there and going home. I feel shut out and out of control and it's not something i like!