I don't know if i'm using this site right. I've got blogs and comments all over the place. Sort of sounds like my family at the moment.
My dad reacted to the news well on Thursday. on Friday it hit him. It broke my heart to hear him cry and say he had so much he needed to tell his 6 year old grandson.
Your emotions and thoughts fly all over the place don't they? Yesterday we were talking about a big family holiday in a couple of years. I just pray the op they can do is the one that will give him a few years.
Next year is my parents ruby anniversary. He's got to be here for that.
I've still not cried. Does that make me heartless? I'm trying to be strong for my mum, dad and 2 sisters. My brothers like me (unless he's cried in private). I can't explain how i'm feeling, numb I suppose. I keep thinking there's no need to cry unless we know something definite and at the moment all we know is that he has cancer in his right femur which has in all likely hood come from his kidney cancer that he had a few years ago. I just wish we knew which one of the 3 options they are going to do. It's all waiting and it's doing my head in!
