Kezzerbird...still going strong

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Blimey what is going on with this site, I had enough problems before but this one well!!!! First of all I need to say sorry to all my mates for not saying hi but the Kezzer is doing well, I am still off all treatment and that is because it hasn't worked for me and makes me cronically sick so my crazy onc and I have decided to just go with the flow. I saw my onc two weeks ago and he said that if he didn't know better, he says I look very well and healthy and besides this damn tiredness I would feel that way too. My tumours seem to be behaving at the moment and no new ones have appeared that I know of. I have to say that even though I am terminal, since I had to throw my partner out in January because he couldn't cope with me having cancer, I mentally have improved in leaps and bounds, I am less stressed and my animals keep me going, living alone isn't so bad. I would have been going on the canals now, Kev wanted me to go with him as 'friends' but I can't be friends with a man who threw me away because of cancer. I have been going mad out in the garden with my shears, my veg beds have been cleared and I am still up to my armpits in tomatoes from the greenhouse!!!!!! Well guys I have to go, I need a bucket of tea and a massive chunk of strawberry cheesecake before I curl up on the sofa with my dog for the evening!!!!! Love and hugs to those that want them...Carol the I've put some weight on Kezzerbird xxxxx

I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Carol,

    Yep its all change around here but your mates are the same and still here waiting for your blogs.  Glad to hear that everything is going as well as it can be mate.........you better start making chutney with all those tomatoes!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Me, I am waiting for our Indian takeaway to be delivered its due any time now......yum yum!  Enjoy your evening my friend.

    Love, strength & huge hugs.

    Debs xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Kezzer,

    I'm glad to you see managed to find us again!  We're all bumbling around in the dark here... I hope Summit's not snoring as much as Toby is :)

    You keep going, girl!

    Marsha xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Ya My Best Mate,

    Its Good to hear from you. You seem to be keeping your chin up as usual, and coping well on your own. Im glad you are putting on some weight. We are all keeping ok. Angela goes up and Gives Cara a break once a week. Caras not getting much sleep with Gaberiel screaming his head off. The Joys of Parenthood.  Look after yourself.

    Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Jackie,Angie,Cara, Barry, Gabe, and of course Megs.xx

    P.S. Love to Monty and Summit and the Birds. See Ya.

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Carol, welcome back, and with good news, so pleased all is going well for you, how was the surfing, hope you did lots in this last warm spell, my silly lhasa apso dog, who is about 22, cant be sure as she is a rescue, swam for the first time at Carne beach, she surprised herself and did it twice just to make sure, Take care and good to see you back xx

  • good to hear you are still "well" despite no treatment and going at life as fast you can, not been out surfing ? thought with this warm weather you might have ventured out. Does not seem to be many of the old what now folk about as much so its great you can still find your way around, missed your last blog as I was enjoying the sun in tenerife and swam in the sea for the first time in over 30yrs ha ha.

    take care   john x