I am not sure how to write this blog guys. I have just returned from getting my scan results and am baffled at the results. I have been living for at least 2 years with the knowledge that my life is being cut short BUT today it has been confirmed that I, The Kezzerbird am a freak of nature!!!!
I sat in a room by myself and waited for my Onc to appear, he did, along with the cancer nurse and a student doctor, Ummmm,…
I wasn't going to blog this because I always like to make all feel a little better but the truth is that in the last 48 hours I have gone into a very dark place and am struggling to dig myself out of a large pit that I have fought for the last three years BUT what is going on with me and many others, it really is ok to feel this way and it is normal. Thursday is the day to decided what I have to do and I know that…
Kev is gone and I had no choice, almost 12 years gone and the reason is I GOT CANCER. I feel sad for the man I knew and loved who disapeared when the C word was mentioned but I know he is gone, I never asked for any of this, we don't , do we guys but my energy must go into me and fighting this cancer and enjoy my life what is left of it. I hope Kev can sort himself out and find someone who he can be happy with. So today…
This goverment are clamping down on people who are defruding the system, I am all for these fakers being caught and punished BUT cancer patients who are dying from their desease are being vitimised. I had to go to a work focused interview, if I didn't I could have lost my Incapasity benifit, they have deemed me fit for work even though I am receiving pallitive care, in other words my medical team are trying to buy me…
Here is the Kezzerbird after boarding for a hour, sexy wetsuit ain't it!!!!!
My camera isn't waterproof so we had to take pics in shallow water,the waves were much better further out
It was great fun. Two goals reached in one, getting back in the sea again and body boarding. Wow I feel so good, not bad for a 50 year old woman with cancer and on chemo, eh guys.
Dave my great mate and next door neighbour…
