Hi guys..sorry I haven't been around for awhile, I have up and down like a yo-yo. I seem to be collecting bugs and not the creepy crawley ones either!!!!!! I am sitting here doing this blog wareing very little because it is sooooooooo hot and I have my stereo playing very loud club music, a couple of times I thought the CD was stuck but I kept hearing the same words, silly old fossile that I am forgot that is how it is supposed to sound!!!!! Anyhow...on Thursday I went to see my crazy Cornish Onc, Nigel, the first thing he says is how well I look...Ghurrrrrrrh, growl, he was informed by yours truely that I am sick of hearing that, he then told me I look like s**T just to make me feel better..ah Bless!!!!! Not only is he amazed that I am still about, I have no fliud building up when I should, my stomach feels amazing considering I had 4th line chemo ( could have sworn it was 5th line!) and that he realized that I wasn't joking when I said I was staying around just to annoy him HE HE! Nigel says my body is fighting the cancers I have, IDEAL , in other words he is completely baffled by the Kezzer, that I can understand...I baffle myself all the time!!!!! I must be honest I am sick of being sick, blimey I only just started my life at 51 so this dying business can sod off, after all I am two and a half years past my sell by date and no matter what this cancer is doing I AM going body boarding this year ( I may get a little cold, I have strunk but my wetsuit hasn't!!!!) Well for those who know me you can see I haven't lost my sense of humour, I have lost alot but not that. GO WEST, la la la with Erasure and the Welsh male voice choir is banging out the speakers (club version of course!!) I wonder what I will be doing next? who knows!!!! Love and hugs to all......Carol xxxxx
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
