Well today Mike my Mac nurse turned up and we had a long conversation on my future. I haven't picked up very well this time from chemo which finished about two months ago and if I have treatment it will make me very ill again taking away even more quality of life and for the bird, that will never do. I have decided that what I need to do is to get stronger and get my arse back to work and do what I do best and enjoy every minute of it. I actually feel alot happier in myself, I still will be kicking cancers arse, that will never stop. I see my consultant in 10 days and take it from there, he will work with me and keep an eye on my bloods and how I feel. I am seeing a physio this week to try and overcome this tiredness which is stopping me doing the things I want to do, I am not quite sure how that is going to work but I will give it a try!!!!!! Love and hugs to those who want them....Carol xx
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
