Juleshoneybunny

  • The cruel hand of fate

    Former Member
    Former Member

    I have just been diagnosed with breast cancer, well in fact  just 5 long whole days ago.  I am not sure how I am feeling as it is all still quite surreal i am numb. I think i may have lost touch with reality or in total denial.......................

    Before i know it i will be going through a mastectomy in the next  two weeks, i want the slice and dice to be over, i want the chemo now! I want to cry, shout scream and ask the…

  • Nighmares and Dreamscapes

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    Former Member

    I had the night from hell last night, i had the most awful nightmares about this cancer i woke up trembling and sweating.   I couldnt go back to sleep at all and was trying desparately not to wake my partner as he has so much to put up with.  The results of my biopsy are due on Thursday and my imagination is running away with me!  This has been my worst moment so far.  I was sure I could hear my Mum calling my name, i lost…

  • Highly Sensitive

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    Former Member

    I dont know whether i am just being over sensitive, or not understanding or just being plain stupid.  I must admit since my diagnosis i do tend to suffer with brain fog!!!!!

    I had a phone call today from an ex work colleague, cant say we are great friends i would say more acquantnces, although she has seemed very interested in my plight so far.  She knew i was having my biopsy results on Thursday and to be honest i didnt…

  • More disappointment

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    Former Member

    Got the results of my lymph biopsy today and unfortunately they have found some cancer in one of them so it looks like it will be axillary node clearance as well as all the other stuff on 23rd.  I shouldnt be disappointed really, but i kind of hung on the words of my oncologist the last time I saw him and he said he thought that the nodes would be clear, given that all the scans etc came back negative.

    I dont want to…

  • The Slice & Dice is done!!!!!

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    Former Member

    Hello mates hope you are all doing well, I have missed you whilst at the medical mansion.

    Well the op is over and i am thrilled to say it was a success as was my breast reconstruction. Still very sore, swollen and achey but Im home and on the road to recovery so i can commence the next part of my journey.

    The care and attention i was given at Walsgrave Hospital was second to none and i cannot say enough about the whole…