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Blog Post:
Gonna miss you dad
Posted by
bubbles84
Posted
7 months ago
One week ago today I lost one of the most precious things in my life..... my dad. It was 7 weeks since he was admitted into hospital til the day he died from a brain tumour and yet it seems like a lifetime ago. Not a day went by where I didn't go to see dad and now he is gone I am left with such...
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Out Of The Blue
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
8 months ago
On Sunday 2 September I braced myself for grief. From a few days before I knew what was coming. Six months since he took his final breath. I lit all his candles, and I kneeled down in front of my photos, ‘the shrine’ to him. I was sad. As I spoke to him I shed a tear. But I didn’t...
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Mother Dearest
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
8 months ago
I am a daddy’s girl; his little princess and mini-me. My mum knows this, and over the last 18 months she has watched as my world shattered around me; as I dedicated my every moment to care for him, and then my every tear as I grieved the loss of my first true love. My parents seperated when...
Blog Post:
Rainbows and Angels and Shooting Stars?
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
8 months ago
On 12 November 1986 I laid eyes on my first love. On 1 March 1986, nine months earlier I had been at his wedding. I was nothing more than the size of a peanut; just starting to grow the fingers that I would wrap around his, and the lips that would kiss him so lovingly for the next 25 years were just...
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The Rainbow
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
03 March 2012 On his first day of testing out his new magic powers he sent me a shooting star. 04 March 2012 Every day since I have seen a rainbow. For the first few days it appeared on the carpet outside my bedroom, reflecting off a nearby mirror. I began to fear the day I didn't...
Blog Post:
There Is Something Wrong With The Tree
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
02 March 2012 A story shared between a father and a daughter. A story for the past. For the present. And for the future. As a young girl he read The Magic Faraway Tree stories to me at bedtime. As a mother I hope to share these with my own children. But first I want to reshare them with my father...
Blog Post:
Twinkle
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
03 March 2012 We still haven't got round to naming his star. How ever will he manage to find his way to Rendezvous 2200 if we haven't given it the official name yet?!?!! Rendezvous 2200 officially named on 03/04/2012 - everyone told to watch out for shooting stars in the sky at night, daddy...
Blog Post:
The Day The Earth Stood Still
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
02 March 2012 I held his hand. I kissed his hand. I begged him not to leave me. I told him I needed him. But more importantly I told him I loved him. He is my hero. He is the Guide and the Weight of My World. He is my everything. And I am his mini-me. I held his hand. He took his final breath...
Blog Post:
Doctor Doctor
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
So, today I went to see my doctor for a check up. She has been the most amazing doctor I have ever known this past year, and thank goodness I have her. I have a very good relationship with my doctor, I can talk to her about anything; her door is always open to me, she is always on the other end of the...
Blog Post:
Happy?
Posted by
VixyLou1986
Posted
over 1 year ago
Is it ok to feel happy? Is it ok to feel excited? Maybe its just a high from all the jelly babies. I woke up with that same Monday morning feeling, is the weekend really over again already? Just another day at work. I enjoy my job, I enjoy my friends... and most importantly its a distraction. They...
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