haven,t bloged for a while. wen,t into chat saturday,found it good but very hard to keep up.well keep trying hopefully i will get better.Can,t sleep its not a good week ,my little granddaughter would have been 5yrs old on thursday had she lived .her mother was told when she was 7mths pregnant that she had died.she delivered her,and she was this tiny perfect little girl.her other grandfather is a minister.a man with a great belive and faith.He say,s everything happens for a reason and its all part off gods plan.A year later they had another daughter she brought so much happiness and love she is beautiful,loving ,fun and the room seems to light up when she comes in maybe this is what we weren,t ment to miss.but what ever plan he seem,s to have for me sucks.how can this be part off any plan never mine gods.i,m rambling now.think i just need to talk every now and then we all need a shoulder to lean on and the ones here are warm loving and understanding. thinking off her death just makes me realize how fragile life is and how lucky i am to have been given a second chance
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Hi Doris, how I can relate to your story. My daughter gave birth to a wee girl in February. She was full term, but my daughter was experiencing strange shudderings in her belly. They delivered the baby by emergency caesarian and found that the shudderings were her wee girl fitting in the womb. The baby was on life support for four days before her parents had to decide to have it switched off. Apparently the wee one had been starved of oxygen and we were told even if she had survived she would have been severely handicapped. It is a heartbreaking time, but my daughter has a wee boy who turned three on Saturday and he certainly keeps us going. I don't suppose you ever get over these things do you and I agree, life is very fragile and I too am so grateful for being given a second chance. Love, Christine xx
