August 12 & 13 2009, back for more chemotherapy at Birmingham for 24hours, then the long journey back hope to Stoke on Trent with the after effects and feeling low. The next few days you go through a mixture of low days and high days, feeling very sick and tired. I can’t sleep at night so getting up at 3-4 am in the morning and feeling like a zombie after a few nights. Mood swings all over the place. My throat is better…