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Hello alll Just thought i would blog today for some reason, cant belive its been 10 weeks since mum passed. Im coping quite well trying to be strong which i sometimes think mum is making me feel strong. It may sound odd to some people but when mum was dying the last couple of weeks i had to switch off and become a "nurse" and not her 21year old daughter because i wouldnt of been able to do it. I wasnt forced to do…

Hello its been a while since i last blogged. Im feeling a bit all over the place to be honest never thought mum would die, sounds silly but she was just so strong. Im missing her so much now. Since she passed we had so much that had to be done like sorting everything out and then 10days after the funeral it was my sisters wedding which was lovely and mum would of been so pleased we all went ahead with it. But now everything…

My poor mum at the age of 54years old passed away on Thursday 25th June 2009 at 8.47pm. Totally gutted and so lost right now, The chest infection came back and she just couldnt fight anymore. She wanted to stay at home and we did what she asked, all the family were around her and she took her last breath as my dad kissed her and whisperd in her ear. All we can think is that she has no pain anymore!!!!!!! But the worse…

So on the 10th of June, i wrote mum is seriously anemic with the ph level of 5.. the normal is 9 to 14. Anyways a doctor told my mum on wednesday about this but said "if my levels were 5 i would be on the floor" but dont you worry go into hospital tomorrow and have the blood transfusion and your be fine.....SO Thursday 11th june i wake up at 6am and mum is unconsious and isnt responing, i called the ambulance who rush…